Just when you think your life is moving along at a steady pace, when you think you are on the right track, along comes the proverbial curve ball. I have never been much good at sports, I couldn’t catch a ball if my life depended on it, so stop throwing those curve balls.
Last night I touched briefly on karma, if that is what this is I don’t much care for it. I thought that at 53 I would be settled, I would own my own home and be looking forward to retirement, at this rate I will be working until I am 80.
I always wanted to run my own business, it was a dream I had for years, I wish now it had remained a dream.
I have had to fight my share of demons over the years, I have won the occasional battle but I still haven’t won the war. I just don’t seem to be able to get past some of the things that have happened to me, just when I think there is a light at the end of the tunnel, it all comes back to haunt me.
I know I will come through this in time, but until then it can be a lonely place to be.